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1.jul.04
It
was a dark and stormy night...
Boulder
Short Track... well it's been since last year! The
Boulder short track races are great fun- held at the
Boulder Research Park on the fun little trails and jumping
area. It is traditionally where all the racers, including
all the local Pros come out to play. I rode in from
Longmont early in order to watch Shaina race int he
Women's B class. I have never seen Shaina race so well.
From out of nowhere, she came surging through the field,
passing riders on every lap! It was beautiful to see!
She wound up fourth or fifth in the race, her best finish
ever, and i have to say i was super impressed! Go Shaina!
I
watched as Heather Irmiger raced against the B men,
and was hoping she'd stick around for the women's A
race. but no such luck. As we went to line up, the field
consisted of Mara, 2 juniors from Y-Riders and one other
racer, Lora Heckman, who is a local Pro. Form the gun,
I wasn't really ready for the start. I was still fiddling
with my heart rate monitor and wasn't in the right gear,
and Lora set the pace. I sat on her wheel for 2 laps,
it was windy and I didn't want to make a mistake. After
2 laps, I passed right before a downhill section and
immediately put time on her. Basically I raced alone,
and Lora raced alone, while the other 3 raced together.
It was a tiny and spread out field, but I got a great
workout in, and my confidence was good. I had to pass
a bunch of the C men, and managed to pull that off ok,
without freaking out about crashing. It's all about
the comeback from the head injury at this point.
Then
we watched the Men's A race- which was great fun with
Gus and Sam Carlson of SMBA- Sam with his beat up cowboy
hat. It was great to see Pro Josh of Team DEAN win the
race in a sprint finsh. After the races were finished,
I did a few laps around the park hittin some of the
jumps before Troy reeled me in to go home. It was a
great night for the team, everyone raced really well,
and we had a great time hanging out with all the locals.
today
is my day off. feels strange after coming back pretty
ahrd, but i'll take it. i'm going to just lay around
and rest. and work on the computer of course!
namaste
tonya
30.jun.03
officially
back in action
i
kicked off my "back in action" spree with
another Bus Stop ride. I rode a little smarter this
time, not at the front the whole time- and with a little
help from some of the guys... Sam Gus and Dan Schmatz
(who says i never wave to him!) I was able to hang on
through Lyons. My
goal is to be able to hang on to Lyons, while being
at the front and working. But right now, I am not there.
Right now, I have to sit in a little bit more than i'd
like in order to make it. no question, these guys are
fast, and when they attack, it means heavy pedal.
The
ride started with me and anxiety riding hand in hand.
I was nervous. It had been three weeks since I had ridden
my road bike. And this ride requires great handling
skills. As we pulled out, I was feeling quite nervous.
I was fixated on the wheel in front of me, and the shoulders
of the riders in front of me. It took me about 10 minutes
to relax. I was riding just fine. No worries. I like
to ride behind the big guys for the draft, but then
i can only see a pair of legs and the butt panel on
the shorts, usually plastered with a logo of sorts.
If i want to see ahead, i have to maneuver around and
crane my neck. sometimes it helps to know where you
are in the field and what's going on - at least in front
of you.
so
with my first Bus Stop out of the way, I am feeling
a lot better and a little more back to normal. tonite
is the local short track series. hopefully i will feel
as confident in this race as i did last night. naturally,
weather forecast is calling for thunderstorms. hopefully
they will wait til later on! but the front range is
covered in clouds right now... and you can hardly see
the mountains for the haze and humidity.
well,
friends, i still have quite a bit of catching up to
do!
namste
tonya
29.jun04
home
at last!
After
nearly 3 full weeks gone, I am finally at home. lots
of catching up to do. i have been so distracted and
busy over the past few weeks, and i still feel like
i am not settled in and caught up. The head injury from
Vermont obviously is not helping matters. My spaciness
has increased and rest has become a pot of gold at the
end of the rainbow. Last night, i had to teach a Spin
class. i love teaching Spin, but some days, it's hard
to be there when your mind is at home resting and recovering
and being with the family.
The
weekend at Crested Butte was wonderful. I drove down
on Friday with Hana. We drove over cottonwood pass which
is half dirt road, and a muddy one at that, making the
trip pretty long. But that was ok. I had some good entertainment
from Hana. You see, the Czech people have some very
strange traditions. They have a storybook Hero, Winitu,
who is, yes, an Apache Indian. There are 3 books on
this Apache and his western cohort which have become
iconographic in the Czech Republic. The author of the
books is actually German, and has never been to the
US. The Czechs take it a step further and sing folk
songs they have made up in the Western tradition, and
people dress up and sing around campfires. Just like
the Old West. I would guess these people know more about
our Western history and characters than we do. So i
got to hear the Czech western music and hear all about
the stories.
Later,
after Hana went to her condo and I left with Ken and
Sandi to stay at their house in Gunnison ("Gunni"),
I described the stories and the music to them, and as
it would turn out, they knew exactly what I was talking
about. Sandi is from Germany, and Ken lived there for
years. Just a strange random event in life. Sandi also
grew up with the stories of Winitu- although it sounds
like the Germans don't go as far as the Czechs with
the costumes and original music.
But
back to Crested Butte. CB is how i always envisioned
Colorado. Lush green mountains covered in Wilflowers
with high granite peaks spattered in snow reaching up
into the deep blue lightly clouded sky. Heavenly at
worst. Nirvana for sure. This small mountain resort
is nestled in a valley with only one road to get there.
The terrain on the ski mountain in mostly double black
diamond, making the area remote and small. Very appealing
I must add. The mountain biking. Suffice it to say that
a three hour ride without seeing a single piece of trail
more than once is what mountain biking is all about.
I
wacthed the races on Saturday (and got tired of explaining
why i was not racing- uh- head injury, racing for 2
weeks in the Nationals, need rest, what else???). It
was fun to watch a local race- something I haven't done
in quite a while (race in a local race much less watch
one!). It's always fun to watch all the people and just
be a part of something fun.
After
the race, we headed to the grocery store and picked
up the goods for some hearty apres race dinner. of course,
i didn't race, but i still felt compelled to polish
off a good amount of pasta and bread with roasted garlic.
and of course Sandi's signature dessert: berries in
yogurt! yum!
Sunday
morning after a long and drawn out getting ready to
ride sesh, we headed for the hills... up Gothic road
to ride Snodgrass (oooh lala) the 403 and then the 401.
My legs felt good for this, my first time on the bike
after the short track in Vermont. My legs felt really
good, but at 9,000 feet, and after being at sea level
for 2 weeks, i couldn't breathe. i mean i felt like
i was suffocating. the rule is, your 3rd day at altitude
is your worst. and yeah, it was my 3rd day, and i was
chargin out of the gates. the first few technical sections
stumped me. i was shaky and hesitant. i was stiff and
scared. When i crashed in Vermont, it wasn't on the
roots, it was in the grass on something i couldn't see.
So i couldn't figure out why i forgot how to ride a
bike. i let everyone else go ahead so i could work things
out on my own. when my front wheel would hit a root,
i would freeze. i wasn't breathing. all i could think
was "don't fall and hit your head". when we
went to go after a picture stop, Ken took off and everyone
else just looked at each other- ok- i'll go. it was
a fast singeltrack downhill mostly straight leading
onto the 403. i was pretty much on Ken's wheel (keep
in mind he is fully rigid singelspeed dude). When we
hit the climbs, i was still feeling like a charge, but
Hana was struggling so i tried to stay back with her.
The 403 is a long climb. and it's longer when you go
slow. if i was breathing this way at sea level, i would
think i had asthma. i know i don't, but i think that's
what it feels like. you're gasping for air, but you
don't feel like you're getting it. oxygen, pease!
We
had a short steep singletrack climb up to the ridge.
i was feeling fast, but at one point i thought i'd stop
to breathe and allow everyone but Ken to catch up to
me. Of course, I could have made the rest of the climb
as it was only a couple of hundred feet further- but
hey, i didn't know! After our Marroon Bells view and
picture stop- once again, i had to go ahead after Ken
as everyone just stared at each other. iw as doing fine
until we came to a drop, i watched Ken as the rear wheel
threw him forward, and of course, i panicked. Off again.
i let everyone pass, and then had just a horrible run
down this steep and loose section of trail.
When
we hit the loamy section of the trail, now i was having
fun. this is it. again i was behind Ken, and just tried
to keep him in sight. I was rockin now. More steeps
and loose stuff- rocks and switchbacks. super fun! but
then i spotted some small aspens leaning over the trail,
i tried to push my shoulder into the trees, while keeping
my noggin out of the way. bad move- the aspen pushed
me off the trail as i tried to stay upright on the steep
slope. i let everyone pass me once again and tried to
regain my composure. boy- i am having a really rough
day out here!
we
go again, this time a short climb up the road to the
401. there is a lot of steep climbing, but short on
the 401. i am keeping my gear and standing up. and then
just hammering the descents. I am of course, behind
Ken. Now i am determined. My confidence suddenle returns,
and i am keeping Ken's wheel in my view, except for
the dusty sections where i have to let him go a bit
so i can see the trail. It's fast. i'm loving it. cornering
well, riding smooth. wow. i feel like i am back! our
ride down Gothic rd to the trailhead at the mountain
was a fast road ride. rife with attacks, drafting and
pulling. i was wiped, but it was fun. we just pedaled
hard and kept it fun til the end. god- i need oxygen
bad!
Apres
ride we went to the Pita restaurant. they make a great
chicken curry called "thai" there, but it'smore
Indian than Thai. i ordered it as a bowl with rice,
but it can also be in a wrap. After lunch which included
the bowl and baba ganoush (eggplant dip) we headed over
the Camp 4 for some recovery coffee. The barista was
high on at least one illegal subtsance. He was having
a rough go of handling the tem people in line. i asked
for a lot of chocolate in my mocha- and i was not disappointed.
i think he put 3 times the normal choco in my drink.
the cd was skipping, and being easily annoyed, i walked
over the the player and hit skip. next song thank you
very much.
Once
the crew was together, we got in the cars to head back
to Gunni for showers and packing. I washed and lusted
my bike and showered. Hana wanted to go through Leadville
on the way home- taking us up and over the Continental
Divide 3 times. It rained a lot on the drive home, not
to mention snow at Eisenhower tunnel. snow??? geez.
what a summer! somewhere between 9 and 11, i was finally
home. get to see my husband and my dog for a few weeks
now. thank goodness!
choco-yeah!
Let's
talk about chocolate. I love dark chocolate, and thought
you might appreciate this article.
Well, i'm off to the chocolate shop!
namaste
tonya
25.june.04
home
again, gone again
I
am home. For about 12 hours to be exact. Last night,
my plane was late, and Troy took me to Chipotle on the
way home, so my stay at home, actually in the apartment,
is going to be less than 12 hours. Unless of course
I am successful in delaying departure. Which I am sure
I will be today, apologies to Hana.
Hana
is picking me up here in about a half an hour, and we're
on our way to Crested Butte. At least I am not going
to be on an airplane. Can't take much more of that.
And what is up with America West? You get food, but
you have to pay for it? $7 for a meal. Can you believe?
A 5.5 hour flight and all you get is a Biscoff biscuit
(don't get me wrong- i LOVE Biscoff- but it's not much
when you're starving!). I was running too late to get
some food together for my flight, so i suffered. Lots
of PowerBites eaten yesterday, and an old smashed and
thrice metled Pria Bar!!!
My
head is beginning to feel a lot better after my crash,
and I will have more detail on that at another time.
For now, i need to update more of the site and get packed
for CB.
Have
a wonderful weekend and namaste
tonya
17.jun.04
travel
from Snowshoe to Boston
Short
track done. Clinic done. Packing up.
The
rental vehicle is a Dodge crew cab truck- in Red- plenty
of room for three chicks and all our gear. The truck
doesn't handle the West Virginia country roads like
a Prosche, but it does well enough. I hadn't taken the
time to fuel up on the way from Annapolis to Snowshoe-
so the tankw as getting low, and the warning light was
on- and alarm beeping- just to let us know we would
soon be running out of gas. I passed a gas station or
two- over $2.00 per gallon, but I knew I had seen gas
for around $1.80, I just couldn't remember where...
so I kept driving. I am sure Jessica (that's Pink chick!)
was getting nervous. I guess I have become immune to
being poor and running low on gas, so I wasn't worried
so much, but i finally stopped and we filled up and
had a potty break (traveling with mountain bike racers-
you get used to stopping often for the potty break,
we drink a lot of water!).
We stopped again in Harrisonburg, Virginia. The COOLest
coffee shop in the world! A collection of 60's clocks
lined the wall... with lots of cool art in furniture
as well. I had a mocha and Kristi had her token post-race
cookie and iced mocha for Jess. The giant chocolate
cake looked really good, but we passed (i fairly reluctantly).
As
we neared I-66, i debated taking that route rather than
the longer, less traficked northern route, as was advised
by the Maryland clan (that's Troy's fam). I couldn't
get through on the cell phone and made an execiteve
decision to take 66. We'd go through DC, and Kritsi
would get a chance to see it for the first time.
66
was pretty busy and i questioned my risky decision.
As we approached DC, I was trying to remember the route
to the Mall. We hopped off the freeway and were jettisoned
out on the Mall- so we drove by the Washington Monument
and all that stuff- in the dark at this point. we did
a cirlce around the Mall a couple of times and then
tried to get ourselves out of the city. The problem
was the map- which was innacurate (so helpful- not!)
and two navigators unfamiliar with the territory- not
to mention the actual driver- me. DC is not set up on
an actual perfect grid. Yes there are some grids, but
they hit each other at angles, making getting out very
difficult. After several wrong turns and two tours through
China town, we spotted an interstate sign, and we didn't
care which one it was, we just went for it, and eventually
made it out of DC. We then called Troy and he talked
us through getting from DC to Annapolis- since we were
coming from the opposite direction that I originally
drove down to West Virginia. We made it in, finally,
and were down for the count pretty quickly.
Monday
morning, it was pack it up and get to the airport. We
arrived at the airport with plenty of time- but we were
unsuccessful in getting our bikes on the plane without
a fee. So we reluctantly paid our $85 per bike and were
on our way to B town. I love going to Boston- my favorite
US city. I've been going since my bro started Harvard
in the 80s. (oh we're getting old!). Every year since
his first, I have been to Boston. My bro now lives in
an upscale suburb with his wife and two kids (your model
citizen for sure).
Our
flight out of BWI was delayed- by what we do not know-
we sat on the tarmac for what seemed like hours in the
small jet just waiting and waiting to go. We touched
down in Boston and were on our way to get bags- watching
a crazy person lose it when her bike did not show up
on the regular baggage carousel- obviously she'd never
traveled with her bike before and didn't realize it
was indeed oversize baggage. After watching the fit-
Kristi finally went and told her that her bike was sitting
on the oversize baggage chute. After- that is, she exploded
herself upon the airline employees who- by the way-
turn OFF when you get angry. It's almost ike a game
for them. They watch you explode and they just allow
you to make a fool of yourself for as long as it takes.
If it goes too far, Security gets called in. When you're
yelling at someone who has nothing to do with your problem-
you're propensity for foolishness increases. We walked
away from that and had tyo go wait for the Budget courteasy
van.
Our
car rental was delayed because we did not have a credit
card with enough to rent our van- simply because the
deposit from our rental for West Virginia had not yet
been credited. This caused mass problems, and we had
to use Kristi's credit card and my license to reserve
the car. I used to be embarassed by these kind of incidences.
Now, honestly, it doesn't bother me at all. I am so
used to being broke. I work so hard to race and represent
my sponsors and my team. I don't get paid. So what control
do I have? This is the life and times of a Pro mountain
bike racer!
We
had our van and it was time to get out to the 'burbs.
The drive went well and we were set up for 2 nights
in Winchester with my bro and his fam. My memory of
these two days is a little foggy. I remember riding
with Jessica on the Minuteman Trail. Then we rode down
Whipple Park- which is a super rocky hill with some
drops and lots of techinical riding. It's not a normal
bike trail, but a nice little system right behind my
bro's house. It was refreshing and lovely after riding
in West Virginia.
The
end. and the rest of the trip will come later on!
16.jun.04
made
it in to Mount Snow today. we stopped by Pedro's to
say hi to our sponsor, and signed a jersey for the wall
of fame. We left Winchester, MA around 10am and drove
literally in a circle trying to find the Wild Oats Market...
finally as we were on our second tour of the area, Kristi
spotted the store behind some trees. A good time was
had by all as we gathered our organic foods that we
knew are not available, at least for a semi-reasonable
price- in the vicinity of Mount Snow. As we have learned,
Mount Snow is a monopoly- in this time of limited consumer
choice. I think the most outrageous scheme the resort
has construed is to charge 95 cents for every call made
out of the room. An additional 25 cents per minute is
charged for every minute over 20. That is some kind
of racket, eh? Now I remember why we had so much trouble
checking out last year... because they don't tell you,
and the directions are not easily available for making
calls, so i am sure hoardes of people are fairly disappointed
when they check out of the Grand Summit. And naturally,
my cell phone does not work up here. Quelle suprise.
++
please
check our Snowshoe
NORBA Nationals updates for my current journals,
starting on Thursday!
6.jun.04
discipline
Discipline
is one of the hardest things about being an athlete.
It means you have to say "no" all the time.
And saying no can be hard.
Today,
after my intervals, which went pretty well, I was spinning
home. The spin home is recovery pace, which means going
really slow, and hardly breathing. So I was spinning
home when a group of women passed me. My competitive
ego says "go! don't let them pass you!", but
my disciplined self stays and watches as they pedal
away. today is not the race, today is training, and
that training right now means recovery. ugh ugh ugh!!!
I keep second guessing myself. "you could just
catch them and hang on, why not?" but i have to
restrain... discipline, discipline, discipline. At the
sign, i turn the other way and head home. no one in
front of me, no more tests of discipline on the way
home, just a light easy recovery spin. like a good girl.
good
energy flow...
each
clinic i teach has a different vibe. Sometimes people
come with a poor attitude and they cannot be coerced
out of it. it affects the entire day. bad energy is
so hard to get rid of. but yesterday, our June 5th clinic
in Golden, had the best energy i have ever seen at a
clinic! Positivity was abundant, and these beginners,
almost every one of whom had some horrible crash or
experience, were riding like Pros. I was so impressed
with the level of success. It was an amazing day, with
amazing women, and the best thing for me is, i get inspiration
from these women. It reminds me that we are out there
achieveing things- those little victories. I am so happy,
and just ready to let the good energy flow! I think
my favorite moment was when one of these "beginner
beginners" was wheelie-ing and she wheelied so
high she fell over. I have yet to see that in teaching
hundreds of women, and while she probably has a bruise
on her hip from the fall, it was still so amazing to
see that front wheel leave the ground (she really had
no idea she could actually do it!) It wasn't a real
bad fall, probably a surprise more than anything...
but it just goes to show that women of any age can do
a wheelie! ( i won't disclose age, but let me just say
that the wheelie-woman was older than me!!). Of course,
we have to be thankful for Troy who catches all the
details and has a knack for working with women...
Duke
and other interesting people
Colorado
has a lot of strange and interesting people. I think
the general feeling of wanting to retreat from civilization
as we know it today has a lot to do with that migration:
some liking the "idea" of it, and some really
craving the real simple life.
Granby,
Colorado experienced the wrath of one such person- a
futile fight against societal regress, also known in
popular culture as "progress". It is too bad
that someone had to lose a life over this situation,
and i fear in vain, as people will simply call him crazy,
and never reall "get" the reason for his rampage
and the true statement he was trying to make will never
break the smoke and mirrors of popular television media.
But
I have met another interesting individual in my riding...
a guy named "Duke"- from Cayman. I met Duke
for the first time on the Bus Stop ride. He was surprised
to see a girl there, and didn't even bat an eye at the
flowers on the uniform. He loves to ride bikes, racing
Cat 1, i believe. But his true desire is to live off
the land. He drives around in a blue van and rides a
lot. Interesting fellow, shows up at my apartments,
staying with a neighbor. Reminds me of Kerouac, just
driving across the country racing his bike living in
his van, seeing the land for the first time. Duke has
recovered from a horrible crash where he broke his leg,
and it is inspiring to see him come back and race at
a high level, and of course enjoying his life, roaming
around seeking possibilities...
more
Nationals coming right up!
getting
packed and writing my lists for the West Virginia and
Vermont Nationals. Working out all the mistakes and
problems from Big Bear- what went wrong in the cross
country race, mostly. laundry, tying up some loose ends...
this week is 2 full weeks. i am so going to miss not
only my support crew (Troy) but also my lovely dog.
She's sleeping on the couch right now, but i know she
knows i am leaving. she senses it, and she gets very
distressed. so stay tuned for tales from the trails...
from Kristi, Jessica K and Jessica N, Jo, me... we're
expecting mud and rain and general typical June West
Virginia racing!
namate
tonya
2.jun.04
the
pasta machine
The
"official" ride name is the Bus Stop ride.
Using the word official lightly, as this is not an organized
ride so to speak. People just show up- at the strip
club. There's no leader, there's no protocol, there's
only a bunch of riders racing their way around some
of them ore popular roads in Boulder County.
This
ride shows up on my training plan on Tuesday nights
when I'm in town. So- since my coach says so- i go.
But more than a bike ride, for me, it's like a piece
of pasta dough being rolled through a machine over and
over. I start out a fresh piece of pasta dough, all
ready for what's ahead. After the first 10 or 15 minutes
of the ride, I am rolled out the back and on my own,
resting and waiting. when the group catches me once
again, I get rolled through again. That is usually what
happens, but last night, I never got rolled through
a second time.
I
usually get dropped pretty quickly at the start due
to the fact I am up front, sometimes taking pulls if
i can (sometimes it's physically impossible for me)
and generally trying to stay up front. The funny thing
about the start of yesterday's ride was that it was
more organized than usual. People riding two by two
in a long snake, rather than the mass of riders attacking,
pulling up, vying for a spot. This made my second row
position a little tough- there was no movement. No one
wanted to go out front, and I at that point physically
couldn't do it. When we hit the "hill" i am
dropped, not as quickly as I am used to, but i am dropped.
I get a push from Gus, but that doesn't help, I'm toast.
I begin rethinking my decision to ride so hard in the
Spin class i taught that day- but i didn't ride the
whole time, i was off my bike- a lot!
So
i am alone and i time trial myself in tempo range. it's
a good clip, and i am working hard but also recovering
a bit. I do the second fruit loop and wait for the group
to catch me. When they fly by me on 66, i am not ready,
"jump back in!" i hear, so i rev up and jump
in. I'm on the back at first, but i manage to work my
way up to the front. I am riding aggressively and not
relenting any space, and taking the spot I want to have.
For some reason I feel really good now. the group has
reverted to the normal mass of riders that looks more
like a race than an organized group ride. we hit the
turn onto 75th and i am handling the corner well. phew!
then attacks, i find a large guy to stay behind, his
draft is helping me out, but then he slows, and i have
to get around.
We
hit the flats, and I am about 3rd in line- uh oh. It's
a pacline at the front, and it's over 30 mph. When i
get to the front, i maintain speed, i pull over and
wait for the next guy- who doesn't show up very quickly.
After Rocky Mounts dude pulls his turn, no one else
comes up, and he is stuck pulling us up the next gradual
hill. When we reach the top- full on attacks, so it's
get a position for the next climb. We hit the climb
and we race up at the top we rest to the stop sign,
and once again it's GO! A short descent with another
hill. One guy flies by the field, and only i go after
him, of course, i am pulling the field with me. it's
my last effort before i peel off to go home, so it is
maximal effort here. i pull up to the attacker, and
a couple of guys manage to get around me. and we fly
down the hill and are going hard and fast on the flats.
i try to maintain my position as long as possible, before
i signal a left hand turn and wave to the boys and head
home.
I
am so pumped up when i get home, my usual recovery was
not enough. so i get back on my bike and go out. when
i return, i am still highly pumped up. i sit down by
the phone wanting to call someone and tell them all
about my ride, and how it was so great and how i was
pulling at over 30 mph and how i was attacking off the
front and just having this awesome time. but i realize
quickly, no one cares. no one is going to listen to
my story with the enthusiasm i have for it, except for
the people who were out there with me.
it
reminds me of the VeloNews article written by the wife
of a cyclist, and how all she gets to hear about from
her husband is the ride and who was pulling and who
was attacking and who this and that- and how that is
her life, as she comiserates with the wife of a pro
cyclist. i feel a little guilty for a minute. because
i know when Troy comes home, i am going to relive my
ride, and he is going to show interest, but i know that
the interest is all love, and that my little world that
i live in really only matters to me. and that is what
being a cyclist is all about some days...
namaste
tonya
9.may.04
getting
back in the groove for a short time
i
just finished a bowl of oatmeal. with brown sugar, blueberries,
almonds and some Vanilla Silk. It's back to normal here
for a few more days, before we get back on the road.
It's kind of nice to be back, and just get back to normal
for a few days. Eating properly, sleeping plenty, working
out on a good schedule, and being back with the dog,
and of course, Troy!
I
have spent the week doing long training rides, riding
with the Singletrack Sistahs, and getting as much work
done on the computer, including answering the 100 or
so emails that lie in wait in my inbox. I desperately
want to write my full journal of the past 2 weeks in
racing. but that is going to take some time...
This
weekend,i get to go to high school graduation parties
for the mtbchick girls who are graduating (Shaina, Mara
and Cat!!). I had a piece of cake at Shaina's party,
and it made my tummy hurt. When will i ever learn???
Cake was not all they had- there were some great vegetarian
wraps and of course fruit and veggies! So i get to hang
out with all the kids... soon to be real adults as they
venture off to college. whatever a real adult is. it's
really fun to be a part of someone's life and see the
changes, and the paths they take. it's like being a
foster parent. you share the joys and the struggles,
but it;s not your kid.
later...
today's
ride was going well until i finished my intervals- then
RAIN! when i left the sun was peeking frombehind the
clouds, touting a beautiful afternoon, but a north wind
stomped in and brought with it cold rain and dark clouds.
luckily no lightning, just cold rain. preparation for
West virgnia, right?? doesn't it have to rain in West
Virgninia when there are races? naturally. i'll be ready
for it this year, and pleasantly surprised if it doesn't.
bring on the mud!! So anyhow- i got to experience being
rained on in the first time in a long time! That's Colorado
for you!
more
healthy food choices... plain chicken, cottage cheese,
some home made salsa. except for my piece of graduation
cake, which was small, and a gift mocha from Troy, i
have been on track. it's so much easier to eat healthy
when at home- as opposed to being on the road, when
choices are limited.
In
two weeks I'll be preparing for the West virginia (Snowshoe)
NORBA Nationals. It's going to be a big race for our
team, not necessarily for Pros- i'll be the lone Pro
out there- but we'll have some Experts racing, as well
as Jess doing the marathon thing.
Well
i'm kind of disjointed and distracted to day. so i'm
signing off.
namaste
tonya
10.may.04
what
day is it?
it's
4:30 on Monday. I'm not really sure how it got to be
4:30 already, but here we are. I'm on the deck in the
82 degree sun watching clouds form over the mountains.
this is bonafide summer- hot days, afternoon storms
and cool nights. Like a steam locomotive, Spokes lies
on her bed in the sun, panting. As i look over at her,
i can see her scolding me for my plans of being gone
for over a week. She doesn't hide her disdain very well.
She is not worried about that, though. She's worried
about being here in Colorado without me for a while.
A dog's life, it's hard. I, on the other hand, am acclimatizing
to the heat, and have yet to turn on the AC, but continually
sit in the sun, preparing for all the hot races coming
up. The time in between the races has been long for
me. I haven't raced since Phoenix, and i am ready to
hit it once again. I see a lot of my competitors racing
every weekend. I wonder how they have the energy to
do it week after week non-stop. I enjoy racing, but
i also enjoy taking time in between to rest, train and
live- the summer will be long, with plenty of races...
this weekend marks the beginning of my summer, with
7 NORBA Nationals, 1 National Championship, and possibly
one or two races in between-oh and the wedding of one
of my best friends! I am expecting to rack upwards of
another 40,000 miles all told on the Xterra this year.
So far, she sits at nearly 150,000. So it is on to the
races.. the next 2 rounds of NORBA Nationals coming
up in Sonoma, CA and Big Bear, CA!!!
7.may.03
Bicycle
Friendly
Longmont
was awarded the Bronze medal by League of American Bicyclists
this week. Boulder was awarded the Gold. There are definitely
bike-friendly parts of Longmont. From where we live
in Longmont, we do have access to many bike lanes and
a bike path. I suppose you begin to take these things
for granted after 2 years. The bottom line is, when
you can ride your bike to the coffee shop or the grocery
store on bike lanes, you're doing good. In Boulder on
the other hand, there are enough paths that you can
go just about anywhere on a bike path. Now the motorists
are another story alogether. Due to the amount of cyclists,
many motorists are impatient
Summer
here
IF
every night could be 50 degrees and every day 85, then
i would be in heaven. This week has been heaven here
in Boulder County, and i am loving it! I love the heat
and the sun, but the relief of a cool night makes it
that much more rewarding. We have yet to turn on the
AC, just making it through the days and cooling down
during the night. It is so perfect. And perfect for
bike riding, and acclimitizing to the hot race days
coming up. In Big Bear, in two weeks, we race at 3:00p.
Trust me, it's going to be a hot one! Big Bear has always
been hot, and i have always had a lot of trouble with
that heat, but hopefully this year i will be more ready
for it.
Next
Friday i leave for Sonoma, which is the first half of
the Cali trip, then on to Big Bear for another stage
race. This marks the second of the back to back weekends
on the mountain bike circuit this year. There are two
more... West Virginia and Vermont, and Idaho and Aspen.
This makes for very expensive trips, and of course we
all hope we have enough money to make it through the
year! So stay tuned for the travel and race journals
coming up! Now that i am well connected, expect to see
pictures and journals the day of, or after each race!
Dismal
Anniversary
May
4th marked the 1 year anniversery of the Xterra break-in.
I was on my way to teach a clinic in Cincinnati, and
visit my brother and his family. Overnight in Terre
Haute, Indiana, my truck was broken into, and $15,000
worth of gear was stolen. The gear included my iBook
(the original clamshell design in lime, gosh i miss
that laptop!), raffle prizes for the clinic, including
a Rock Shox Duke and seat post, tons of PowerBars to
give away, all my clothing, bike shoes as well as Troy's
clothing and bike clothes. It was such a sad day, and
not just because of my personal loss (which was huge!)
but also all the donated product and schwag that was
stolen- we were trying to benefit a local Cincinnati
children's charity, but we had next to nothing, and
with having to buy new glass for the truck, among other
items, we were cleaned out in more than one way- with
nothing to donate. And most of all Troy's personal tools-
and the mtbchick.com custom clothing. Enough was stolen
that it had a huge impact on our lives, expecially since
we did not get a nickel form the insurnace company.
I know, it's time to get over it. But honestly it still
affects us on a daily basis. We've had to spend quite
a bit of money to replace many of the stolen items,
and many still have not been replaced (Special thanks
to local Cincy shop Bio Wheels for offering abit of
help). It just takes away from my personal mission of
raising money for charity and helping others. OK- that's
over it's out of the way, i'm moving on.
A
good day on the bike
Today
is my day off, but yesterday i rode my favorite local
trail, Walker Ranch. I love the grinders... these steep
climbs with a couple of technical sections. Most people
ride the loop clockwise, so you descend the tough climbs,
but i like the punishment of riding up. It hurts. It
hurts immensely. But it feels good, too. There were
only a few other bikers and hikers out yesterday, so
the trail was pretty fast, in spite of the loose soil.
Walker is a good ride, but when it gets dry, the soil
is loose and sandy, it can be tough to get traction,
making the climbs even harder. Imagine begin in one
of your easiest gears, riding with your chin on the
bar to keep the front wheel down, and trying like hell
to keep the pedals moving, and your rear wheel slips;
you can only hang on for so long on this steep of an
incline and it's off your bike! I did have to get off
a couple of times yesterday. The sand got the best of
me. But that is no big deal. It was an amazingly beautiful
day in the mountains, and i was loving every minute
of it!
namaste
tonya
1.may.03
so
long Bob Edwards
I
remember my first times of listening to NPR's Morning
Edition. It was always when my Dad drove me to school.
i would miss the bus, probably hoping i could skip school,
only to be hauled off with my Dad. I was a Freshman
in high school, and honestly, i didn't have a great
understanding of the interviews and stories... mostly
Televangelists, Ollie North, Maggie Thatcher, Michael
Milken and Pan Am. But what stuck with me the most was
the brass intro... a song that will always mean driving
to school with my dad in the morning, and Bob Edwards-
his name and voice stuck in my memory as NPR's Morning
Edition. As if Morning Edition couldn't exist without
Bob Edwards.
It's
near 20 years since those days, and i still listen to
Bob Edwards in the mornings... whether in the Xterra
or streaming on iTunes. Bob Edwards will still be heard
on NPR, just not as the cuppa joe we are all used to...
for more on it... go
here
the
weather according to tonya
The
sun is finally out after being veiled by snow and clouds
for 2 days... there is snow in the mountains and 80
degrees in the forecast for the coming week. could it
be spring? a heat wave this week with 80s nearing 90.
at last! some decent weather to get out and some good,
solid sun. we need it here! weather is ride worthy here
in BC this week, so get out and ride!!
mountain
biking and veggies
May's
issue of Mountain Biking mag has an interesting story
about being vegetarian and an elite mountain biker.
The article seems to be FOR vegetariansim, but they
speak to 2 FORMER vegetarians... Willow Koerber and
Mary McConnelloug, who both, after quitting vegetarianism
for the sake of meat have had amazing years at the races.
"listen to your body" they say... it might
want some meat! I suppose i found it ironic that the
pro-veggie article spoke to two Pros whohad recently
started eating meat and seen an improvement in energy
levels and performance. i also used to be a vegetarian,
and i also began eating meat to sustain my lifestyle
as a pro athlete. i definitely do see the point in being
a vegetarian, and may turn back to being vegetarian
if i ever quit being an athlete... in all i think it's
a great article and recommend everyone to pick up the
mag and check it out. there are some great ideas for
alternative recipes/foods to meat that are whole and
healthy. but i definitely came away from the article
thinking that meat is a good option for endurance athletes,
and was unclear of the actual point of the article.
namaste
tonya
30.apr.04
setting
up shop
at
last! i am nearly fully set up with my new laptop! the
best thing about it is that i can run both the OS9.2
and OSX side by side.... so if you have an app that
has not yet been updated for OSX, then just open it,
and the OS9 kicks in seamlessly. Of course, OSX is always
hanging out waiting for you... and you can go back and
forth at will. it makes me wonder what took me so long...
so
here i am... it's after my bed time and i am still on
the iBook, finishing off a package of fresh blueberries.
i am going into 14 hours in the office today- except
for doing a few domestic chores like catching the apartment
complex on fire.
pyromania
i
love fire. which is a good thing since it's snowing
outside - still. i turned on our fireplace (you simply
flip a light switch and the fire lights up. it's very
metrosexual.) but this isn't about lighting the fireplace-
it's about setting fires.
last
night, i was distracted from cooking by- naturally-
my new iBook. i forgot about the chicken until Troy
walked out into the kitchen/living room and announced
that there was a fire. i ran out of the office, away
from my iBook, and into the thick smoke of a lone chicken
breast afire. i quickly hand migrated what was left
of the bird onto the deck and opened windows and doors.
wouldn't you know- the only time you need the wind to
blow in Colorado- it's peacefully snowing out. Now the
house smells like burnt flesh. wonderful.
so
i spent a good part of today cleaning and scrubbing
the kitchen, burning incense, burning the only scented
candle we own, infusing essential oils, grinding up
lemons in the in-sink-erator all to get rid of the smell
of smoke. i was finally satisfied with my effort enough
to take a break and have my favorite new snack- whole
wheat all natural no trans fats organic frozen waffles.
they toast up nicely in the toaster oven- except when
they catch on fire- as they did today.
once
again completely engrossed in my laptop, i hear the
ding of the toaster oven only to discover more "culinary
combustion" (courtesy Troy): flames and smoke in
the area of the kitchen, once again. i can only describe
how i felt as disbelief. everything i touch catches
on fire- it's like i've got the Pyrophoric Touch.
which
leads me to the point of being opinionated. yeah- i
have an opinion. and yeah- i will express it here in
my PERSONAL JOURNAL. and it is most likely not going
to be pleasing to everyone who reads my personal journal.
back
to the bike
i've
just taken two days off the bike. it felt good this
time. especially since it's been in the low 40s and
snowing here in Boulder County- usually i would protest
to my coach. but tomorrow is back to the grind. only
another week of intervals and training before i get
back to racing. i absolutely can't wait. i'm bored being
at home. ready to get on the road. being on the road
makes watching TV satisfying. of course i miss my doggie.
mountain
biking mag
if
you get a chance- check out Chile Chick in Mountain
Biking mag- that's Jessica Kisiel our marathoner!!!
There's a good podium shot from the 2004 24 Hours in
the Old Pueblo. She's listed as "Heather Williams"
in the caption, because the podium was messed up...
but she was 3rd, and she is Jessica, and she is a Pro
team member here @ mtbchick.com!!!
well
i have nothing more to say. it's waaay past my bedtime
and there's nothing left to catch on fire. so good night
and
namaste
tonya
28.apr.04
from
AOL news...
Violence
from girls has increased nearly 50% in the past few
years...
"Phil
Leaf, director of the Center for the Prevention of Youth
Violence at Johns Hopkins University in Baltimore, said
society should not have been caught by surprise by the
surge in girl violence. Leaf said the situation in Baltimore
and other cities reminds him of the William Golding
novel ''Lord of the Flies'': ''We're seeing the effects
of children growing up in a world without adults.'"
(courtesy AOL)
This
begs the question of "why?" much like Michael
Moore's "Bowling for Columbine". Why violence?
Is it because we do not spend enough time with our kids?
We don't know for sure, but it's a good guess.
getting
dropped
last
night's Pro ride was tough. but it was good to see a
couple of other women out there hammering. i started
out not feeling so great, and this was proved when i
was dropped at the same place i was last week, and had
a rough time getting back on until a group of people
working together flew by me, and we worked all the way
to Lyons. My bike handling was a little off... i was
struggling and feeling sketchy. it was a hard ride!
once i was dropped "once and for all", i rode
with a really nice guy and we just chatted and pedalled
fairly hard (for me anyhow). he is an old Cat 1, getting
back into the game after some years off. it's so fun
to meet other people and get their stories... life is
full of interesting people!
"new"
iBook!
time
to celebrate! my "new" used iBook arrived
today. i bought it on eBay... not a bad deal, and much
more affordable than a new one! it has OSX... can't
wait! been running os9.whatever forever. it's a 500mgh
10gig. pretty sweet! so now... yep, web site updates
on the road. so now you can get race reports and pics
the night after the races! This is to replace the iBook
that was stolen 1 year ago when the Xterra was broken
into.
ACA
ACA supporters say... check out the web
site... As of recently USAC is recognizing points
from ACA. Which was not true in the past.
namaste
tonya
22.apr.04
"if
we weren't all crazy we would go insane" (Jimmy
Buffett)
God,
he must be crazy. I am leaving a lunch meeting of the
professional marketers group i belong to. We met at
the Sun Microsystems facility in Broomfield, about 30
minutes from our house. As i leave the meeting, it's
pouring rain. and hard. cats and dog style. i don't
bother putting my hood on- i just grit my teeth as i
walk back to the Xterra. i jump in and call Daryl, my
coach, for what must be the 3rd time on this issue:
the issue of riding mountain bikes today. i am not one
to back out on a ride- but the onslaught of torrential
rain has me a bit deterred. this storm is supposed to
be the storm of the year, and i am scheduled to ride
Walker Ranch today. Rain or shine.
Daryl
is telling me that Walker is sandy and it should be
fine, and he thinks, "you'll have fun". Yeah,
uh-huh, fun... rriiiight.
"you
could ride inside," he says. ummm. no.
I
have succumbed to my schedule. This is what it's like
to be a Pro. It's pouring rain so that i am hydroplaning
in the Xterra with snow tires. And i have no choice
but to ride. Man- my coach is so crazy!
As
i begin the drive to Walker, it is snowing. Walker Ranch
is an old homestead ranch behind Boulder, about a 5
mile drive over a pass. And this pass is covered in
snow, and it is snowing right now. Heavily. i have to
put the X in 4-wheel, and drive carefully around the
turns. I am sure they'll be plowing up here- they just
haven't made it yet, and the road is slick. As i crest
the hill, the snow is lighter, and it seems a little
brighter in general. The road is almost clear as i descend.
I pull into the Walker trailhead. Streams running down
the driveway, lots of water, but not muddy. Sandy soil
is good for rain and mountain biking- or snow as it
were. I pull into the lot- one Jeep is parked in the
lot with a ticket on the rear glass- he's been there
a while. this menas i am alone. I change from my suit
into my riding clothes- with my Mountain Hardwear ice
climbing shell on top. it's a gore tex jacket i bought
years ago for ice climbing and mountaineering, and today
it is my cycling jacket.
i
roll on down the first downhill. it's wet, and i am
not riding my usual speed on the descent. i am hesitating
and keeping it slow. i don't like to eat too much sand
at once... as it spits up from my front tire. ok- i
am having fun- but don't tell CoachD. i am a little
concerned about the stability of my bike on the wet
rocks with sand, so i keep it under control. as i approach
the stream crossing, i slow- it's low enough that i
can ride through, but i need to keep it slow in order
to not get too drenched so soon on the ride.
As
i ride this flat section of trail, i am next to South
Boulder Creek. the sound of the water rolling and crashing
over the rocks has me intrigued. the rapids are enveloped
by a backdrop of granite cliffs with pine trees, all
dotted with pure white snow. a veritable winter wonderland
and i have it all to myself.
the climbing begins. that is no casual statement- here
at Walker, the climbing is climbing. The climb is wet,
but my bike sticks- it's a Scalpel, of course it's going
to stick, and with tubless? are you crazy?
the
trail leaves the creek bed and climbs away over a ridge.
as the sound of the rapids fades, all i can hear is
my breathing, my tires in the snow and wet sand, and
the snow falling on my helmet and all around. i am not
sure if the world at large can actually hear that sound-
the sound of snow falling. it is a sound that i hear-
having spent much time in the snow alone- i guess i
am tuned into it. i can hear the flakes coming to rest
on my helmet and on the branches around me. beautiful.
to each one beauty is different. but i think we experience
the same emotions when we see beauty. i was experiencing
beauty. the experience enveloped my soul and i almost
began crying. it was so incredibly overwhelming- because
all winter i have been speaking about my hatred of snow-
and i realized through today's ride, as it often takes
extreme experiences in our lives- how much i truly love
snow, and how it makes me feel.
i
was in a rhythym. i had to dismount once on the initial
climb- at my nemesis part of the trail crazy rocks climbing-
too slippery for me today. As i approach the switchbacks,
i am feeling good. i look at the trail ahead of me,
and i finally realize something.
It's
not my coach who is crazy. It's me. And he knows i'm
mad, and i think he is just pushing me- just to see
what i'm made of- just to see how far he can get me
to go over the edge. i am out here on this 7 mile trail,
alone, in the snow on my bike. i am the crazy one. not
my coach.
i
get this crazy insane feeling as i approach the next
downhill. a kind of crazy happiness fills me and i think
how fun it is to be out here in the snow, while everyone
else is in Spin class, or taking the day off. it's kind
of fun to be crazy, i think. i take chances on my bike.
i don't take chances while driving- you know a lot of
bike racers drive all crazy- but i like to be safe on
the road. with pedestrians and other drivers that may
not have good skills- i play it safe. but on the bike-
this is where i push my limits and take big risks.
the
downhill now has a few dangerous spots on it. As i ride
along, i take it easy, and i realize- i am alone out
here, and if i were to crash, i would be here a long
time by myself before i would be found. so crashing
is not worth it. i tone it down, keeping the risk factor
low. about being a Pro- i have to be responsible, and
anything can happen out here, so i just cruise and have
fun, and take a look around from time to time to absorb
the beauty of nature.
i
reach the portage, which is a several hundred foot cliff
you have to walk down via stairs made of roots, rocks
and other objects. as i am walking down, the dreaded
mountain lion comes to mind. i have to carry my bike
high, and i begin talking and singing loudly to scare
away any mountain lion that may be in my range. i get
a little scared, there have been numerous mountain lion
sightings out here on this trail, but the advice that
was given me when i first rode this trail- hold your
bike above your head and yell- so i did as much as i
could just meandering along. as i crossed the creek
again (over a bridge) and began riding again, i forgot
about the lions, and began pedalling away. i pushed
hard over the gravelly climbs and kept it slower than
usual on the downhills. i was so happy about the sand,
that i thought about how great it is to ride in wet
with no mud. i think of all my friends in Kentucky and
Ohio, and i think of the old days when i had to ride
and race in mud. no thanks. give me Walker ranch, baby!
any
cyclist in the world knows exactly what happens next.
as
i am pedaling on one of the last flat sections, it gets
muddy, and my bike slows to a crawl. you speak to soon-
always- why do it even? it's that whole issue with me-
my life is going great and i get a little smug and HA!
mud in your face!!!!
the
mud only lasts for one climb and the flats leading up
to the super crazy death climb. as i start the death
climb, i notice here, the snow is deeper, and i can't
see what's underneath. this is good. you don't notice
things that normally cause you anxiety. you ride just
fine. i have to walk a couple of sections, but i almost
always walk the same section that is so steep and nasty.
i am in my smallest gear, what with the snow and all,
and that gives you no torque to muscle through tough
sections. so you wind up spinning out and getting off.
i am tired of walking, so for the rest of the climb
after the steep part (well it's all steep, but if you
know the climb, you know the part i'm speaking of) i
stay on board. i crest the hill and give myself a little
speed over the last section. it's so much fun, and i
realize i am having a wonderful ride. my hesitations
are gone. i am going pretty fast and just enjoying riding
my bike in the snow. i can see the lot now. still no
cars. still all alone.
i
opt to stop and eat some PowerBites and i want to ride
a bit more. Although the loop has taken me almost 1
hour and 20 minutes (usually i can do it one hour) i
need more saddle time. i decide to do the whole initial
climb and then turn around and climb back out. i have
some fun down the hill, but i am getting cold. my fingers
are hurting as are my toes. the snow is much deeper
than before and my tracks are completely covered. as
if i were never there just over an hour ago. next to
the creek, i am still cold. i think of getting warm
on the climb, as i turn on, i realize, my fingers and
toes are beyond repair, and the only way to get them
warm is to get in the truck. i ride a short way up,
have to get off my bike, as the snow is getting ridiculous.
i walk up, look back, turn around and ride down. i will
try to get warm on the climb out.
i
stay steady and climb well, hoping i don't have to get
off. i don't, and the climb goes smooth. but i am hoping
to be done with it soon- my toes and my thumbs are going
to fall off. they hurt so much that i can hardly stand
it any more. i have reached my breaking point for the
day. i finish up the climb, it was a nice climb, and
less steep than the rest of the climbs on this trail,
thankfully. that whole bit took me about 30 minutes,
at the speeds i was going, i guess that's expected.
i
get naked in the parking lot and put on dry clothes.
no one is anywhere near- it doesn't matter. i am getting
on some warm, dry clothes, and that is more important
than being seen naked at this point in time. i turn
the car on without getting in- i figured out all i have
to do is use my left hand to depress the clutch and
turn the key with my right hand. it works, and the truck
is on its way to being a warm haven. it is my hearth.
all
dry- certainly not clean, though- i jump in and drive
away from my adventure. the drive back down Flag is
treacherous, as the snow over the ridge is deep and
wet. i crank the radio and jam out all the way home.
on the way down Flag, i see a cyclist, wearing the stars
and stripes under a rain jacket- riding up the road.
Hard core! i wave and i am glad i'm not alone- but i
think he and i are alone together- i didn't see any
other cyclists today. then i think about one person
who would have had fun today (Mara). too bad she wasn't
there.
but
alas- it was a wonderful ride, and i look forward to
warmer days next week, as promised.
namaste
tonya
20.apr.04
for
the love of, yes, the road
no
carefully guarded sarcasm here. i really do love riding
on the road sometimes. and i actually do like some roadies.
believe it!
today
i did the local Pro ride. it's a very fast ride. and
sometimes a woman here or there shows up- from what
i hear. today, i was the only woman- and this was my
first time on this ride. as we waited in the parking
lot, i kept my eyes down the road, in hopes another
woman would show before the start of the ride. but to
no avail.
about
20 or 30 men, and me, take off. my coach, Daryl, has
put this ride on my schedule, as part of my training.
so i have to go. i am on the right side of the road,
slightly guarded by the wind by the man on my left.
every time he fades from the rider in front of him,
i am blasted by the wind. i am ready to get bumped,
my arm ready to push back. the wind is strong, and nearly
driving me off the road. the first few minutes of the
race are tense. ok its a ride, that was a slip. this
is no day in the park. it's really a race, with your
individual prize being the amount of time you can hang.
our
speed going north on 36 hit 44 mph. and withe the strong
wind- can i tell you that 36- it's not a downhill! it's
flat/rolling. this is the real thing, baby! if you can't
handle a road bike- then you won't be here, for sure.
our speed of 44 was tops today in the wind. but we were
well up to 40 most of the time on hwy 36. this is no
joke.
i
did hang, for quite a while, and got a chance to work
with a few guys to try to catch back up. we eventually
caught the group on a return. group 1- the fastest guys,
passed. as group 2 approached, i was ready. i was riding
with a few guys, including bud Chris hopwood (Giant).
this stretch of 36 would be the last i saw of him! i
jumped in with Group 2, and Hopwood and the other guys.
Group 1 was caught by the light (Lyons- 66 + 36). then
before we arrived, the light turned green. our group
sprinted hard. a couple of the guys jumped on the back
of a box van (drafting) and i sprinted hard, expecting
the group to fly by me. instead, they hung on my wheel
til my pace dropped, and that was when i hit about 34,
down from almost 38. yep- we were flyin!
Group
2 left Group 1 behind. i was in the group 2 until we
hit 75th, and then i was toast. the 35+ pace was killing
me. i was in my hardest gear, pedaling my brains out,
and there was no love.
in
this group -everyone gets respect. there are no people
to sit around and worry about what category you signed
up for or whether or not you deserve to be on the ride.
if you can hang, then you deserve to be there. these
guys- some of the most powerful in the nation, Pros,
Cat 1, Cat 2 men- respect anyone who can hang. and i
can tell you- i got respect from these guys. there is
no petty infighting. either you are a cyclist, or you're
not. and i can tell you, as a professional myself, it
is truly rewarding to be treated with mutual respect
on my road bike by proefessional men. they don't care
about your gender, color, sex: they just want to ride
their bicycles. and this is why i love riding on the
road.
as
group 1 caught me on 75th- i lamented- i am finished.
there was no where for me to grab back onto the eschelon
that passed, and i saw my buddy Steve ahead, he sat
up and we pedaled together and talked about our experience.
it was also his first time on the ride. we were getting
broke in together. it was a great time. and the camaraderie
is there. it's not in the chatting, or the who's who.
it's in the pedaling- the heart rates, the heavy breathing.
and this my friend, is why i love riding on the road.
namaste
tonya
20.apr.04
remembering
Columbine
today
marks 5 years since the tragic high school shootings
at Columbine high school here in Colorado. please take
a moment of your day to consider this tragedy and the
violence our culture has grown accustomed to. spend
some quality time with a young one- your children or
some needy kids, and be sure to shine a light of hope
and happiness their way... keep life positive... ride
a bike...
namaste
tonya
it
is your duty to fill every waking moment with joy!
19.apr.04
you've
got mail!
i
was surprised today, upon return from my ride today,
i had a little "controversy mail". i don't
quite want to call it hate mail... it's not quite hate
mail per se- maybe more like "chastisement mail".
but as any writer will tell you- it's an honor to receive
such mail. not only does it tell you people know who
you are and they have read your drivel, but that they
actually care enough about something to take the time
to write to you. just ask Patrick O'Grady. but this
is my first mail of this sort, so i am celebrating!
without further ado, here is my email!
Hi
Tonya A friend of my was snickering at the Carter Lake
race yesterday that somebody in the female group had
signed up as a 'pro'. Later your name was attached to
the deed. Later I was directed to your web site journal
where you have spelled out your misunderstanding. You
see, there is not 'pro' class for the women at an ACA
road race, there is only cat 1, 2, 3, 4. Furthermore,
in order to graduate to the higher tiers of road racing,
you have to actually ride every class and qualify for
an upgrade. I have three pro mountain biker friends
who were in the 3's yesterday for that reason- they
have not road raced enough to upgrade. In road racing
you have to prove that you can handle your bike well
enough not to be a danger to the others in the pack
around you. It involves more then proving fitness. Becoming
a Cat 1 is a hard earned honor, not something you can
just sign up for in a day. I thought I would let you
know that signing up as a Cat 1 for a day is not only
against ACA rules, it might also be seen as arrogant
by the other women around you who have put in their
time and earned the honor!! I hope that clarification
helps you avoid any future embarrassment that a misunderstanding
could cause. Road racing is quite different from mountain
biking in terms of upgrades... Tawnya
leave it to a mountain biker to stir the pot- eh? as
i was gearing up for the race at carter lake, i was
next to a guy who had just placed 5th in his category,
and he was stoked, cause he's a mountain biker and hadn't
road raced in as many years as me. we had an instant
bond- he wished me luck and of course fun as i carried
my bike out of the parking lot (which was actually a
field filled with prickly pear and yucca). because fun
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