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28.sep.04
Mammoth
Nationals
WOW!
I canÕt believe itÕs over. My season has officially
come to a close after racing the National Championship
at Mammoth Mountain this past weekend. Like Tonya mentioned,
I raced my personal best in the cross country and the
short track. I wanted my year to end on a positive note,
hoping that it would make for a motivated Ņoff seasonÓ.
I tend to start each race a little slower then my competitors,
in this case, I was the last one up the paved road,
but because I conserved in the first three minutes I
was able to pass about six girls on the first climb
as the were recovering from their hard effort. As soon
as I reached the single-track descent, I let her rip,
and increased my cadence. I managed to pass three more
girls by the time I reached the bottom and had more
in my sights. About half way through the first lap I
caught my teammate, Tonya. We rode together up the last
three road climbs as we headed back to the start/finish
and on to our second lap. I pulled away from Tonya and
headed up the dirt road climb alone. I glanced back
and saw a train of riders behind me, trying to bring
me back, but I was feeling it. Once I dumped into the
single-track, I never saw them again. I past a few more
girls on the second lap and caught up to Maverick racer,
Abby Hippely, with two small climbs left. I past her,
but she attacked me and opened a gap. I was able to
pull her back, but she attacked again and powered up
the final climb. I tried to catch her, but I didnÕt
have anything left. As I crossed the finish line, Larry
came over the loud speaker and said, ŅCindi Hansen,
riding for mtbchick.com, rounds out the top 15!Ó I was
so excited and exhausted at the same time. A top 15
finish is something that IÕve set as a 2005 goal. I
new I could do it, I just didnÕt know when. The next
day, my husband, Ty raced. Ty was in the running to
win the stars and strips jersey in the Expert Men 19-24
class after back-to-back-to-back wins at Schwietzer,
Snowmass and Durango. Ty was in the leading group of
three as they went through the start/finish line on
the second and third lap. He attached the group and
dropped the two other guys about half way into the last
lap. His surge popped one of the guys, but the other
didnÕt give up, and past Ty on the steep climb in the
middle of the course. Ty dug deep and caught back up
to him on the singletrack and they rode together on
the last few climbs to the finishline. Ty was attacked,
and again caught back up to him. Once they hit the straight-away,
the other guy sprinted, but Ty came around him and beat
him on the line! I wish I had my heart rate monitor
on. I screamed as he won. It was so exciting. He was
straining to breathe when I ran over to him. IÕm so
proud of him. Sunday was the last day of racing. Ty
and I both competed in the short track. Ty raced in
the morning and once again put on a great show. With
one lap to go, he attacked the group and won at the
line. This was his second stars and strips jersey! After
a good warm-up, I lined up with the rest of the pro
women in anticipation of one more short track race.
I started harder then I usually do, but I was still
one of the last ones up the short climb. The first two
laps I think my body was in a bit of shock and I was
having a hard time recovering, but as the race went
on I felt better and better, and began pulling people
back. More then halfway into the race, I glanced down
at my watch, I had survived for over 18 minutes. I came
across the line and Frosty gave me the 3 laps to sign.
That was the first time IÕd seen that. I thought I was
going to actually finish the race. I caught one more
girl on that lap, but got pulled as I came through the
start/finishline. I was bumbed, but ecstatic at the
same time. I placed 14th! My best short track. Ty and
I had a great weekend. We both left Mammoth feeling
like we succeeded. On the way home, a friend of mine
asked me what was the first thing I learned as a pro.
It didnÕt take me long to reply. My first NORBA race
at Sonoma, I lined up on the forth row. The fans were
banging on the banners that lined the start/finishline,
the music was blaring and I was standing among some
of the best women in the sport. The gun went off and
I went, but there was a delay as the three rows in front
of me waited their turn to get going. I had to grab
my brakes! Lesson number oneÉwait for the delay. Lesson
number two, donÕt get all caught up in the excitement
at the startline. I have to remind myself of the job
at hand and that IÕm racing in less then two minutes.
I could go on about all the lessons IÕve learned as
my first year as a pro, but I think IÕll keep some things
to myself. This has been such an incredible experience
and IÕm honored to have shared it with all of you and
with my team.
24.aug.04
Snowmass
Off
again- my short stop at home was a busy one. It was
so great to see and play with my two dogs, Max and Ari.
Two fast days at work; just enough time to make an appearance
and check my email. Two days, and my bags were never
unpacked, just refilled. A quick stop at the grocery
store to stock up on race food, and back on the road.
Fortunately, the drive was only six and half hours instead
of 12. I arrived at Snowmass resort to gray, drizzly
weather. It seemed more like Washington or Oregon then
Rockies, but it was beautiful. My condo over looked
the start/finishline and the entire shorttrack course.
It was nice to be that close to the venue. The next
morning I prerode the wet course with my brother and
got a feel for what 3000 + feet of climbing looks like.
The roots and rocks were very slippery, but the corners
were tacky and fast. Once my preride was done, it was
back to the condo to stretch and eat. One thing I?ve
learned in my travels with friend and competitor, Kathy
Sherwin, is that when you?re not on your bike, you are
off your feet and the stress level is low. That evening,
I went to watch a movie with Tonya and the rest of my
teammates. When I walked into the condo, there were
stacks and stacks of cookies everywhere! It smelt so
good. I love cookies, but not the night before race
day. The next morning my husband, Ty, raced. He was
awesome. He threw the hammer down on the second lap
and won the expert men 19-24 class. After Ty's race,
it was my turn. I had a good warmup and was mentally
focused on the race. I just wanted to get started. On
the first lap, the first climb before the bridge, there
was some commotion in the middle of the pack. Fortunately,
I was able to avoid it because I started much slower
then the rest of the field. Even before I began to ascend
the singletrack switchbacks, I caught and past a bunch
of girls. I was feeling pretty good, but didn?t want
to push it too hard too early. I maintained my pace
throughout the first lap, and tried to pick it up for
the last one. I was able to pass a few more girls on
the long climb and stay steady. I made a few mistakes
through the rocky singletrack, but didn't loose much
time or my position. As I flew through the trees of
the last descent I was excited to be on my last leg.
I still had some energy left and rode hard over the
last few climbs. I finished 27th place. On a course
like that, with so much climbing, I'm very pleased with
my results. I don't think there was anything more I
could have done. The next morning I was feeling the
aftermath of the cross country race. My legs were fatigued,
but as soon as I got on my bike and started pedaling,
the blood started flowing and I felt good. I warmed
up for about 45 minutes and put in a couple hard efforts
to get my heart rate up. I rode the course eight or
nine times to familiarize myself with the corners. I
was called up and took my position of the fourth row.
I was determined to have a better shorttrack today then
I had at Schweitzer. My start was not as I would have
liked. I got caught behind a bunch of girls around the
first turn and had to fight to get through the field.
My heart rate read 192 at the top of the climb. It took
the first two laps before I began to make any headway.
The longer I was in the race, the better I felt. I was
beginning to move up in the field, and had just caught
onto the tail end of a group when I was pulled. I hate
being pulled, but I felt really good about my performance.
I stayed in the race for about 15 fifteen minutes and
finished 22nd.
18.aug.04
Idaho
I was really looking forward to NORBA National number
six up at Schwitzer Mountain in Sandpoint, Idaho. The
drive, on the other hand, not so much. Luckily, the
company in car made the 12 hour drive go by fast. I
was able to pre-ride the course on Thursday and Friday
and get my lines all dialed in. I raced at this venue
last year as an expert and most of the course was the
same, dry and rutted, but fun. I felt great as I warmed
up. I put in a few hard efforts and spun around till
the start. My game plan was to start slow and build
up my pace across the duration of the race. From the
gun, the pack flew up the road climb. I think I was
one of the last girls to hit the base of it. As I rode
on, I caught and past many of those who flew by me at
the start. I got into my rhythm and rode well through
all the rutted switchbacks and over the rock garden.
I found myself in 25th place going into the second lap.
My legs still had power as I climbed the dirt road for
the last time. I managed to pass a few more girls and
had another in my sights as we neared the finished line.
I caught her and made my move too early and she was
on my wheel as we hit the short, steep hill to the feedzone.
She attacked me, and I responded too late. I gave it
everything I had to catch her, my body felt tingly and
lungs were burning. She held me off and beat me by four
seconds. It was a great race. I wish that I would have
beat her, but knowing that I tried my hardest, made
it okay. I had my best race as first time pro, finishing
23rd. I only wish that my shorttrack performance was
as positive as my cross country race. Starting on the
fourth row was a little discouraging, but I was determined
to give it my all. The start was fierce. The first hard
right was very tight and rocky. As we all filed around
the small corner, I almost came to a dead stop as I
waited my turn. I got my pace up and going again, I
fought for some kind of position. I felt stronger the
longer I stomped on my pedals. As I rounded one of the
last corners of the course, I saw a small gap open as
the girl in front of me took it a little wide. I gased
it to pass her, but we came together and bumped each
other. She held on, but I didn?t. I was able to catch
myself before I went down, but was pulled as I came
around through the start/finish. I finished a disappointing
31st. Shorttrack is a combination of being aggressive
and graceful at the same time. If you?re not explosive
you?ll be pulled just as you?re settling into your rhythm,
and if you can?t stay upright, your race is over.
July
3, 2004 Brianheader
The
always there trio were all present at the Brianheader,
Dj, Pam and myself. I knew that DJ would put up a fight
being her home turf and that Pam would be solid on the
climbs, but after my last two wins, I knew I could beat
them both. My legs felt great during my warmup. I put
in a few hard efforts and rode the first climb to get
my heartrate up and the blood flowing. At the startline,
the three of us decided that along with our two big
laps, we would also do the Lung Buster, a long, steep
climb right at the end of the race. From the gun, DJ
put herself into the lead. The first climb was about
eleven or so minutes to the top, and I didn't want to
set the pace. I grabbed DJ's wheel and Pam was on mine.
Dj lead us into the first section of singletrack and
we put a small gap on Pam. The two of us rode together
until we hit the meadow climb half way through the first
lap. Dj slowed her pace and glanced back to see Pam
closing. I passed Dj and never saw her again. Pam caught
me through the last section of technical singletrack
and we rode together as we started our second lap. Pam
lead up the long climb, but she was slowing down, so
I passed and pulled away from her. I rode the rest of
the lap alone. As I started the Lung Buster, I glanced
back and didn't see a soul. I slowed down a little to
ride comfortably and savor my win up the last climb.
I rode consistantly to the top and burned it on the
DH. I was so happy to be done. The race went by so fast
even though I wasn't on the rivet the whole time. I
was patient, and let my competitors reveal their weaknesses
before I threw the hammer down.
2.jul.04
Powder
Mountain Race Report (Intermountain
States Cup) Man, IÕm sure glad that we didnÕt
have to race on the road heading up to Powder Mountain.
I donÕt know what the grade it is going up, but itÕs
dam steep. The beauty about racing at Powder Mountain,
besides the scenery, is that the race starts at the
top. So, no climbing like Deer Valley, but this fun,
fast race course is diverse enough to challenge any
level of racer. The weathermanÕs rainy weekend prediction
was fortunately wrong as we were blessed with clear
blue skies and cool temperatures. The course had to
be modified slightly to avoid a patch of snow that was
covering 15 feet of the trail, though competitors didnÕt
seem to mind less mileage, some did mind less singletrack.
"The course description promised more singletrack, there
was nothing really fun to look forward to," mentioned
Jean Carlan, Sugar/White Pine Touring, and winner of
the Sport Women. The Pro MenÕs field was 12 strong at
the startline. Many of the usual suspects were present
and ready to do damage. Blake Zumbrunnen, Revolution
Mountain Sports, got the whole shot off the line and
lead the field into the first singletrack. As he rounded
the double-track corner and dropped onto the gofer-hole
ridden trail, Todd Tanner, Cannondale Mountain Bike
Team/Guthries, picked up the pace and past him. " I
didnÕt want to get caught by the rest of the field,
I just wanted to set a steady pace," commented Tanner.
Chuck Gibson, RacerÕs Cycle Service, pulled his way
back to the two leaders just as Zumbrunnen attacked
them on the road climb. Unfortunately, a broken chain
kept Zumbrunnen from finishing his assault on the rest
of the class, and Gibson and Tanner were left out front
to battle for first place. Gibson set the pace for the
next two laps, but at the end of the third, he made
a small mistake, and Tanner took advantage of it. As
he passed Gibson, he upped his tempo and opened a gap
that proved to be enough, as he road in for first place.
Gibson put in a hard fifth lap and finished just one
minute behind Tanner and Lance Runyan, Stein Eriksen
Sport, wrapped up the podium in third place. As the
three Pro Women approached the startline, it was decided
that three, 30 minute laps just wouldnÕt do. We wanted
four. From the gun, I lead the other two women into
the singletrack, but it was Pam Hanlon, JanÕs, who was
able to hang on. We rode together for the next two and
half laps until I hit the short, muddy section below
the switchbacks. I choose the wrong line and had to
get off my bike. Hanlon rode past me and gained about
ten seconds up the switchbacks. I followed her up the
climbs, but wasnÕt able to close the gap until we were
on the road, starting our third lap. She got stuck behind
another rider going into the singletrack, and hit a
rock that had been kicked up. I passed her as she was
fixing her flat, and I new I had to go hard. Hanlon
was an experienced rider and she had what it took to
pull her way back up to me. I rode alone for the remainder
of the race to take the top spot on the podium, Jennifer
Agger, Hoback Sports, finished second, and Hanlon recovered
after her flat to place third. Pro Men: Todd Tanner,
Cannondale Mountain Bike Team/Guthries, 1:57:38 Chuck
Gibson, RacerÕs Cycle Service, 1:58:34 Lance Runyan,
Stein Eriksen Sport, 2:00:00 Pro Women: Cindi Hansen,
mtbchick.com, 1:56:34 Jennife Agger, Hoback Sports,
1:57:21 Pam Hanlon, 2:08:28
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NORBA
National #2, Big Bear
Tuesday
5.18.04 It
was so nice to get out of the smog and haze of L.A.
and up into the big pines and clear blue skies of Big
Bear. I love it up there. The air is so clean and crisp.
My husband Ty, and I arrived Tuesday morning to find
Tonya basking in the sun on the big deck that stretched
out from the cabin we were staying in, and Troy was
busy reorganizing the Xterra. Tonya and I were able
to sneak in a nice spin on the back roads around town
before it cooled off as Ty inspected the cross-country
course. After racing the tough course in Sonoma, I was
really excited to get back to the mountains and back
to some sustained climbing. Courses with this type of
climbing are my favorite and I really wanted to have
a good race. Once we got back from our ride, Tonya and
I hung out and I actually took a nap! Something I usually
just think of doing.
Wednesday5.19.04
Today, Tonya and I went out a little early to pre-ride
the cross-country course. On our way, we ran into a
few of the other pro girls and rode with them up the
Town Trail till the road switched to single-track. It
was nice to be on our own and talk about the course
and ride with my teammate. We flew on the downhill and
didn?t stop to catch our breath till the bottom. As
we pedaled back to the Cannondale tent to pick up Tonya?s
bag full of stuff, we were both raving about how fun
that DH was, and how we would be flyin? down during
the race.
Thursday
5.20.04 The day before the time trial, and we only
had five hours to practice on the course. Five hours
might seem like a long time, but waiting in the lift
line with the downhill racers seemed like it took forever.
I must say, though, that I enjoyed chatting with DH
guys and girls. We never get the chance to ride the
lift up to the top! Although the course seemed to point
down, there was still quit a bit of climbing and for
the majority of the run, we would be turning the big
ring. My third and last run of the day was with Tonya.
We both wanted to sneak one more in just to finalize
our lines. At the bottom of the hike-a-bike section,
there was a hard left in the sand. To get around it
without washing out, you had to ride it just right and
scrub speed before the turn. As we hit the bottom, we
both made our best attempt on the corner, but had too
much speed and slightly missed the turn. Luckily, Marla
Streb was waiting to hike up and watched us descend
the hill. She offered some great advise just in time
to see Travis Brown come ripping down and make the turn
without losing any speed. He made it look so easy.
Friday
5.21.04 I woke up early, ate my breakfast and headed
out to warm up for the time trial. As I rode toward
the venue, I ran into a few other pro girls that joined
me on the lift ride up. Once at the top, many of the
favorites to win were warming up on their trainers,
and the rest of us were pedaling around trying to keep
our legs warm. They called my name and I got in line,
ready to rip the course. After five ?beeps? of the clock,
I was off. I was pumped and ready to fly. Around the
first corner, then the second, and third, and on to
the road, up the climb, around the left hairpin, through
the gate, back on the road, and on my way to the fun
downhill hike-a-bike. I caught and past two girls that
started in front of me before I even reached the hike-a-bike.
I flew on the rocky descent and tried to scrub enough
speed before I went into the corner. I took it hot and
my front tire almost washed out. I was able to stay
upright, but I lost a few seconds. I stood up and started
cranking again. I was riding all the lines I had visualized
earlier that morning. On the last little climb my legs
were feeling pretty worked and I shifted down into my
middle chain ring to get up the last climb?big mistake.
Not only did I lose a little time by doing that, but
also I couldn?t shift up into my big ring. My shifter
wasn?t working right. I tried it a few more times, and
when it still didn?t shift, I got a little discouraged
and lost my focus. After a few seconds, I told myself
to snap out of it and just go. A race like this is separated
by seconds, tenths of seconds at times, so every little
mistake counts for lost time. To win a time trial, you
have to be on the rivet and have a perfect run. Unfortunately,
this was not my ?perfect? day. I finished 21st, and
feel pretty good about it. I know I could have placed
higher, but that?s racing.
Saturday
5.22.04 I was up early again because Ty, along with
a few other friends, raced at 8:00 in the morning, and
needed bottle feeds for their laps. As a spectator,
these types of events are so cool. To participate as
a non-racer, even for a few hours, shows a whole other
side to racing and what it takes to be successful. Almost
every person that went through the feed zone required
a bottle to be passed to him or her. Racing is more
than training long hours in the ?off season?; it?s more
then eating right, and carbo-loading. It?s more then
recovering, massages and hot tubs. I think to be successful
and excel, you need support from everyone in your life.
Whether it?s financially, mentally, equipment, maybe
some words of wisdom, or just a bottle as you start
your next lap. Without the encouragement from those
in which we surround ourselves with, I think success
is hard to find. Ty headed out on his second and last
lap with an intense, determined look on his face. He
was flyin?. Ty finished in fifth place after flatting
on the last descent. It was my turn to see what I was
made of, yet again. I warmed up on the roads that Tonya
and I cruised around on earlier in the week. My legs
felt good, and I was anticipating a good race. I was
called up to the line according to my placing the day
before, so I was right behind the favorites. We started
our race with a parade lap through the venue, down a
few side streets, and back up toward the start/finish.
All I remember as I rode through the crowd of people,
was the noise. I couldn?t hear anything but music and
screaming. It was so great. It really got me pumped.
So pumped, that I think I started too hard and kept
going too hard. When I came through the start/finish
after my first lap, I was in 25th place! One of my goals
this year was to finish in the top 30, so I was pretty
ampted when Ty told me how I was doing. I rode well
until I hit the first of five short climbs, then my
legs started to feel heavy. Five girls past me before
I reached the descent and I thought I could bridge back
up to some of them on the downhill before the finish
line, but I couldn?t. I let them get too far ahead of
me. After I finished and I was cooling down, Ty came
over to me and reminded me that I had come in the top
30! Although he was right, I still wanted to do better,
I knew I could.
Sunday
5.23.04 Again, Ty was the early bird, racing short-track
in the morning. I know that he was suffering, but he
still made it look easy. He raced very well, and finished
in 6th place. After he was done, we were chatting with
a few friends, and I noticed John Tomac standing on
the sidelines, watching some of the juniors? race. I
knew it was a great chance to corner him and get some
advice. We spoke for about 30 minutes, and he gave me
a lot of tips and a lot to think about. It?s great to
see legends like Johnny T there, and be lucky enough
to chat with him. I positioned myself in the middle
of the pack at the start line because of the left-hand,
hairpin turn at the top of the climb. On the first lap,
I passed four girls that got caught up against the barriers.
My legs and lungs were burning. A few girls passed me,
and Troy yelled for me to catch their wheel. I was closing
the gap and I actually started feeling better the longer
the race went, but with about six minutes to go, myself,
along with four other girls were pulled. I finished
in 30th place, and had a good time. I just wish I could
have raced longer. I can?t believe everything I?ve learned
after this California trip. Racing with the Pro Women
is a whole different ball game. Everyone is fast. Everything
is so important and everything you do or don?t do counts;
training, rest, nutrition, mental psyche, all of it
matters.
Journal
entry 5.19.04 - NORBA National #2, Sonoma
Before
leaving Utah for Sonoma, I had a few people tell me
how beautiful it was there. I must say that my expectations
were not met. I thought I would be racing on fast singletrack
that would be somewhat technical, through a shadey forest.
The actual race course was anything but what I imagined.
Instead of forest, the course was run up and over a
grassy hillside, onto blacktop, up and down a few more
times, through some bleatchers, over more grass, around
the racetrack, then back onto pavement to the start/finish.
After my preride, I picked up my packet and was asked
what I thought of the course. Trying to keep a positive
attitude, I said it was the most "interesting"
course I had ever ridden before. Interesting is a great
way to descript it. I give props to the creative mind
that put this course together, even if it wasn't the
best.
Journal
entry 5.6.04Š Tour of Canyonland
After
a month of so off from racing, my memory was a little
weak when it came to the pain associated with a hard,
threshold effort. Luckily, for me, I had the chance
to race the Tour of Canyonlands, and that old familiar
feeling came screaming back into my legs and lungs.
There were 23 of us at the start of the race and when
they said, "3, 2, 1", we exploded off the line like
we were sprinting for the finish. At the top of the
first climb, I found myself near the back of the pack,
but not feeling spent. As we descended and headed out
toward Harrah Pass, my legs pedaled into a good rhythm
and I slowly began to close the gap on a few girls.
As I descended the first short climb on the road, ahead
of me, I could see several vehicles and people stopped
on the road. As I came closer, it was apparent that
a few riders where down and badly hurt, but because
there were several people stopped to help, I kept riding.
At the base of Harrah Pass, I was feeling pretty good,
and had my target set on a girl 10 or 15 seconds ahead
of me, but as I came closer to the top she began to
pull away and I was passed by two other women. As I
crested the Pass, I regained strength in my legs, caught
and passed those two women and set my sights back on
my target. Up and down, up and over again, back down,
past my target, through sand, up the lava rock climb,
around a corner, over the hills and through the woods,
and the trail ends; a ride able trail that is. As I
glanced up and began stepping, I joined the colorful
group of jerseys meandering through the slickrock crack
up the side of the cliff-face. I took slow, but consistent
steps, only pausing once to adjust my bike on my back.
I was passed by two guys, but caught and passed another
girl. I hiked closer and closer to yet another women,
and as I reached to top I knew I could catch her on
the descent of Amasa Back. I threw my leg over my bike
and started pedaling. I clipped my left foot in, and
my rightÉwould not clip into the pedal. I stood up and
put all my body weight on the pedal, twisted my foot,
stopped, looked at my cleat, tried againÉnothing. My
heart was racing, I knew that those girls I worked so
hard to pass would be closing in on me. I ran up the
two rocky sections and tried to clip in again. I yelled
out of frustration, hopped back on my bike and just
started pedaling with my foot floating on the pedal.
I was freaking out just thinking of descending Amasa
Back with my right foot flying all over the place. I
glanced up and saw my friend Bob cheering for me. As
I rode up to him I screamed, "I canÕt clip into pedal".
I dismounted my bike, dropped my bike to the ground
and paced back and fourth. According to Bob, my pedal
and cleat looked ok. I tried one last time to clip in,
and actually bounce on my pedal Š "click". Finally,
I was in and on my way. In the mist of all that tom-foolery,
four girls passed me and that one I was going to catch
on the downhill was long gone. I flew down Amasa back
as fast as I could, trying to pick the best lines. After
riding through the river and the sand, I looked up ahead
of me and saw one of the girls that had passed me at
the top. I pedaled as fast as I could and passed her
as I ran up the final hike-a-bike. I crossed the finishline
in 14th place, not too upset with my performance, just
with my pedal. But, life goes on. If thatÕs my only
mechanical of the year, IÕll be real happy.
14.apr.04
I
can't believe that Easter has come and gone already.
Seems like just yesterday it was the New Year and I
was still riding on my trainer. Ya' know, for the past
two seasons, I've come into this time of year wondering
if I trained hard enough, if I ate as well as I should
have. Will I be faster then I was the year before? How
will I compare to the girls that beat me last year?
How will I compare to women like Alison Dunlap? A few
months ago, after I gave everything I had to my last
interval of the day, I thought that I was so strong
I would make my pro debut and completely stun the field
with my speed and power. They would be in awe, and wonder
who this new girl was and where she was from...but,
in the back if mind, I knew the reality of it. I would
be racing with world-class athletes, olympians, women
that I read about and dreamed of one day beating. I
would be starting in last place, and maybe be lucky
enough to see the back of Chrissy Redden's helmet before
the gun was shot... And you know, that's okay. Everyone
has to start somewhere. My coach tells me from time
to time, that in order to win, you first have to be
willing to lose.

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